Sunday. I'm at work. I've had a lot of time lately to think about my future and all that entails. I refuse to be scared by it or intimidated or even anxious. I want to remain calm and as equipped as possible to take on the next endeavor(s).
Graduation is looming in a few days followed by an immediate departure for a 34-day trip tromping thru Europe. I just want it to be here already. I may/may not have it all planned and 'ready' but I just want to get going...
With school done (pretty much) I feel this weird, let-down, bored, unconnected, old feeling. College days are over. I'm an 'adult' now.
I feel in between. Transitions suck. I feel indifferent and ambivalent. I just want to feel right with all thats going on but instead it just feels like it's happening to me, like I have a few seconds delay on my own life.
I have confidence that things will obviously look up. Whether it's a divine moment while looking out over an ancient relic in western europe or if it is after a 10-hour day on a kids klub excursion...my future will reveal itself. I know God will light the paths and open the doors, I just know it.
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